Lupine's journal

Bwahaha. I'm SO... vulnerable?

2008-06-22T05:26:31Z

My Personality


Neuroticism	75
Extraversion	32
Openness to Experience	71
Agreeableness	44
Conscientiousness	32

You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.

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Well well well, Mr. Anderso- Oh, I mean hello again.

2007-02-05T01:35:36Z

I know no one really reads this but here I am posting another random entry.

Whoo.

Well things are for the most part RockY, with me moving out and having to pay rent and insurance and whatnot. but everything that's bad is balanced out by everything that's good, namely my own freedom and independence and my boyfriend. Yeah I said it, well I'm not exactly afraid of putting it down oon here since I know mom doesn't know how to use a computer. I'll tell her...eventually... ;P

I have people looking over my shoulder, and also I'm getting bored of writing this. Well, I'm going to end this here so I can throw something at my eavesdropper who's sitting on the bed. Bye!

If only I were a Jap

2006-06-13T22:54:30Z

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kenta Inokuma

What's your Japanese Name?

Kevin....your a dork

Mweeh

2006-03-11T16:21:53Z

You are Carbuncle! Rather than attacking, you help

protect party members from taking damage.

You're always there when you're needed, and

you're a cutie to boot

What Final Fantasy summon are you?
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Yays an stuff! :3

ZOMG! AN UPDATE!

2006-03-11T14:59:44Z

Hiii peeoooplllle. So yeah, here I am, updating... xD

What is it with my cats and cracked corn?? I try and feed the duck, but the cats won't leave the corn alone! I have to stand guard and keep them from interfering T____T DUN TOUCH DA CORN!!

I was talking to this guy, and we decided that we thought the other was pretty cool, so we've been chatting up a storm on MSN Messenger. He just decides to buy and mail me a Red Spartan [Halo 2, series 4, with sniper rifle, frag grenade, and needler] I'm all 'ZOMG REALLY? Dude you don't really need to' But he just ignores me and asks for my address and phone number ^__^ Awesome. I got it Thursday. I think. Or Friday. >> I'll post the pics =D

I keep getting music CDs from BMG music, but I also keep forgetting to send a check to pay for them =/ I'm fixin to cancel that shtuff, cause I keep forgetting about them.

Bob, who has decided to steal my Red Spartan's Needler. Just for shits and giggles, of course.

My red Spartan, getting ready to tear Bob a new one, because you don't steal guns from Spartans.

My cat, Buzz. <3

FFVII:AC

2005-10-19T18:52:19Z

OMFG.

Oh.My. Frickken Gravy covered Reno cause he's cool as hell no matter what topping you use. I just recently saw Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, and I can tell ya, it will not let you down if you're a FFVII fanboy/girl/thing-whatever :D
Graphics- Holy shit are you kidding me? What was that crappy FF movie that came out before this one? That's flash animation compared to this.
Sound- Reno. Is. AWESOME. He's now my favorite character, EVER. In ANYTHING. What? What about the sound? Yeah, yeah, sound was good but Reno, HE was awesome :D
Presentation- scenery, props, camera angles, ALL 5 stars. Lighting- WATCH THE END AFTER THE CREDITS! Holy crap! >D
Other- This movie could have been RUINED by a shitty ending... which I almost thought it was... BUT IT WASN'T Holy crap! It was awesome! And remember to watch ALL the credits! The very last sequence is sweet!
Other-other- Anyone who's a fan of FFVII will LOVE this. Period. So there.

Aaaahh!! I LOVED this movie :D KAy I'm done now. Next journal will have more substance, I promise ^^

One more quiz

2005-09-26T17:07:54Z

You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.

Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Eh. I found this in my friend's friends page. I couldn't resist ^^

Color Quiz

2005-09-26T16:41:56Z

So I took this color quiz thing, and I must say I'm suprised at the results! I mean it described me pretty much exactly, and that doesn't happen often with these quizzes. I was a bit startled, actually...

caramel_lupine took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"His need to feel more causative and to have a wide..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

I'm so lucky

2005-09-24T16:17:23Z

Because I'm 18 and I don't have to pay any bills, except for gas. I make about 200 a week at work, and I have DSL, satellite T.V., and live in a pretty nice house with a huge front and back yard and a lake out in the country, and a jacuzzi. I still need to get a better car, though...

Sometimes I hear people at work complain about bills and money and such, and they tell me I'm lucky I don't have to worry about house payments, electricity, utilities, food, and gas, and that I should stay where I am for as long as possible; and I plan to at that! I'm just gonna let my money pile up until I go to college, then I'll start living on my own. Sigh... nor more mom and dad graciously paying all of the bills. I guess I gotta move out eventually. At least I'll have some money stacked up, though. Well, if gas doesn't doesn't skyrocket because of the hurricane.

I heard that there were some oil refineries in the path of ol' Rita, over in Texas. God I hope she missed em'.

Sporadically updating my personal thoughts for your amusement [;3]

2005-09-22T08:20:59Z

Well here goes again, about 2 months since my last entry. Why do I even bother? Do I feel the need to share my innermost thoughts with people I don't even know? Or do I hope no one finds this so I can bare my soul to the friendly warm glow of my computer monitor?

Who the fuck am I kidding? I just have nothing better to do at the moment.

Get this freaky shit- about two months ago, my computer just up and died on me. I was using it one night to post in Live Journal one night, and the next morning it wouldn't come on. I tried everything I could think of, but I couldn't get it to come on... grrrr... Also I have a clear case and there was a little green light inside that stayed on... so it was kind of mocking me, like, idunno, "Ha ha I'm on but your computer ain't!"
I pondered buying a new power supply, cause that's what fixed it last time, but I didn't want to mess with anything, coz, I was too lazy too. Sue me.

So a couple of weeks ago I was really bored, and I decided to press the ol' power switch just for kicks. you know, nothing better to do. And "Oh boy, GRAVY!" it turned on! At this point I'm thinking "What the FUCK?! It's the undead PC! AAHHH!!!"

No fucking clue how or why, but I'm glad it's back on this mortal plane. W00t for dis shit and all that good stuff.

New things: Not. Much. Still making up that ol' credit in high school that I need to graduate, and still working this lame $190 a week job at a paper bag/lunch bag/paper plate[mini AND regular-size!] factory. I did get a few new games, though. There's MC3: DUB Edition, Sly Cooper[1st one], Prince of Persia a.k.a. most kick-ass game I've played in a LONG time, MGS3: Snake Eater [007 eat your fucking heart out >3], and did I mention my PS2 is the Slimline version? It's so compact and sexy. Like a Mini Cooper. Red. White racing stripes... driving on the autobahn... Huh? Wha? Oh sorry fantasizing =D
I got a 256 usb flash drive, too. Handy lil' sucker, and no bigger than my thumb! It's gonna get a lot of use I predict...

Well it's 4:15 and I have things to do when the sun comes up. So piss off! Seriously, you can stop reading now.

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You're still here? Well comment already then, yeesh >>;

Whoa

2005-07-07T15:20:36Z

Wow this thing is still here? I haven't even touched it in like 2 years O.o

Anyway... things are going pretty slow. No- REALLY slow. I got this job as a packaging plant that makes paper plates and papar bags, and my hours are from 3:30-11:30 pm... gotta find a job with better hours Or I'll, um... I dunno. The reason I haven't posted here in so long? eh. Kinda forgot about it. -shrugs- Well here I am and maybe I'll start posting more often so...

Well not a whole lot to add for now. Seeyas o.o

Housewarming...

2004-06-23T14:56:25Z

This weekend, from Thursday to Wednesday, I went on a little trip to Florida. I thought I would be able to go to the beach and Skimborad and swim and tan and hang out at the mall the whole time. Wrong. My mom dragged me along to help with her friend's house-warming party. Don't get me wrong- they're house is very nice [5 bed, three bath, living room the size of an olympic swimming pool], But 90 percent of the time it rained, and I was stuck in the house playing on their PC which BTW does NOT have internet. Yar...

Well I actually DID go to the beach, but it was storming about 20 miles out so there was a lot of damned seaweed... and it rained less than an hour after we got there. We had to run to the car afterwards, in the rain, and change in a local bar which was thankfully about an hour from opening. Mom knew the guy who opens it up fo a few years so he was nice to let us in so we wouldn't get soaked.

Well the whole trip wasn't a bust. We went to the mall three times and I hung out with some old friends I knew from living there before. And the house-warming party had lots of really good oriental food. And we played basketball and then videogames when it started getting wet. So it wasn't a total waste of time ;p

My left nut for some AIR! [well, not quite]

2004-06-05T20:38:54Z

Oookaayyy. Well here's the deal we haven't had AIR-CONDITIONING for about 3 and a half weeks and it's getting a little warm around here...
Well at least I can go hang out at friend's houses but we live in the country so there's only one person's house I can go to, but he's either at work or college... The A/C guy was supposed to be here about a week ago but there's been some crap about having the wrong part and not being able to order it. Oh and I live on the Southeastern FL/GA line too... so it's like 90 degrees here. And I'm getting HEAT BUMPS o0?? what in the world I didn't ever think I'd get HEAT BUMPS o_o BLARGGHH......
All the windows are open and the fans are on and that's helping a little.

In other stuff... I'm downloading episodes of of a certain anime on Cartoon Network's Adult Swim block and it involves wolves and it's really cool. Anyone out there know what I'm talking about? If you do then Yay for you! You have good taste in anime ;p
I'm semi-getting in to drawing more, but I've been taking more photographs lately that I've uploaded into deviantART, [http://kenyrubatosai.deviantart.com/] so you can find em there.
Oh yeah and my 10-year-old nephew is staying over for a few weeks since a week ago. Yeah At least I won't have to suffer alone XD And I can take it out on him XP And I won't be bored since he brought his Gamecube and an armload of games [NFSU! StarFox! Super Mario Sunshine! fwee ;p]

That's about it for now! I'm off to do something worthwhile... or something? x3 Kay seeyas!

**EDIT**
I Did this harry potter quiz thingy o_0 Well Here's what I got, thankfully I got stuck in Slytheryn *mwahaha* :D

=+Accurate Harry Potter Housing Quiz+= (pictures!) by: Evey
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Gasp! It's an UPDATE

2004-05-12T17:23:05Z

Yes, it's been quite a long time since I last updated my journal... well after some prompting from my friend Gabe [what's up gabe!] I finally decided to come up with something meaningful and well thought out to post in here...

...

Well I'm still thinking. anyways hi everyone and, ah, whatever. Feck off- all 'o ya. ;p

I'm at schol btw. Oh yeah, I'm starting to get more seriously into drawing and stuff. I'm gonna submit more stuff in my DA account, but that might have to wait until summer... Finals are next week and I'm pretty busy trying to pull up my grade in a couple of classes.. Yes I'm a slacker...

Another interesting bit of news is that I'm thinking of writing a RE [Resident Evil] fanfic... but that likely going to have to wait until summer. I might go on vacation in Florida for a week or two as well...

Well that's basically all I care to put in here. Seeyas ;p

Owwiee ;.;

2004-02-21T06:13:10Z

I pulled out a tooth today.

It had been loose for quite some time, and i should have wiggled it more. It had already dis-integrated to less than the size of a corn kernel...
It hurt to pull it but its weird, it felt fine when it was in. Guess cause it was just being held in by the gum... meh.

Something about pulling out a tooth really freaks me out until i get it really loose... and when it pops it out im shaking a little. I hate it. ;p I wish that i sould just be put under and operated on, the they fix my teeth while I sleep :P I'm gonna have a dentist's appoint later this year, and we'll get all that crap straightened out.

That's it. Cheers.

Pissed and slightly depressed

2004-02-14T17:21:53Z

Okay get ready for some bitching o.<

Yesterday was shit. I got up to get ready for school and mom is being all, how should I put this, anal-retentive. yeah that'll do. well she bitches at me about my shirt about how i always wear the same "junky" shirts or some shit. it was a linkin park shirt. so she was bitchin and i was bitchin and she won so i wore some striped collared deal which doesnt look that bad on me anyhow. oh well.
than at school i got my part in the play taken away from me all because i had stage fright... i got some little "townsperson" part and i have only 6 lines. the shit head who got it cant act it like i know i could, but i cant do anything about it.
well at least i got some valentines from a couple of of my friends, and some cookies :/

Today is valentines day and its raining hard outside and im all by myself. That's why i hate holidays like that cause it makes people feel left out. oh well... a friend is coming over to give me company... maybe we'll sit inside and watch a movie or something cause it's raining.

I've had so many head aches lately. Chemistry is kicking my ass, i feel kind of like an outcast, and all this shit going on in the world is stressing my out. 9-11 shit and saddam, stupid people fighting each other because their fanatic ass religiousness, and my parents bitching that i dont do enough which they are sort of right on... i guess im just lazy.

I long for the days of when i was a child... the world didnt seem as screwy then... I want to listen to ZZTop and guns & roses and aerosmith while eating ice cream and sitting on the porch on a summer day. i want to sit upside-down on the couch and play an old-fashioned game-boy while watching t.v.... I know i cant though, cause i'm 16 and i have responsibilities. damn responsibilities...

Anyway i'm through bitching so whether or not you read this i just had to put it all somewhere... it's not good to hold stuff in. it just messes you up ;)

i should be in bed

2004-01-30T05:07:27Z

okay its like midnight but i dicided i should check this. dont know why.so hay people... i have ben at DA [deviantart.com] and whatever, and i realized im way more than everyone i know on there...

I have too much free time. I should use it to draw or study or read... I need to force myself away from my comp for a while.

Hence my reason for staying so late. I will not be on for 3 whole days, except to check my e-mail and take a breif look at DA... I"m losing sleep and wasting time on my computer, so I'm going to cut back on it some. ;)

Well, that's all for now, seeyas :)

Personality problems O~o;;

2004-01-25T04:14:22Z

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

Myep. Whatever. i find these kind of things to be humorous, but i see no actual benefit from taking the time to answer the questions...

Meh... 0~o;

Thanesh gabe for puttin meh in your friends thingy! ^.~
Thanks to john if i didn't already ;p

Fwee its an UPDATE!

2004-01-23T02:47:27Z

LookEE... we,, I've been spending a lot more time on my DeviantArt account then on here or my website... and I've also been drawing more. Not like I'm a really great artist, but I'm not terrible.

Things are boring. I'm bored. I'm boring... :3

Don't expect a whole lotta info here, cause I'm probably going to put it in the journal on my DA account...

This be it here...http://kenyrubatosai.deviantart.com

Cheers ;D

howdyness

2004-01-10T01:36:33Z

hiya peeps. im making friends on Deviant Art. Yay ^^
well, i uploaded a poem there, so i'm going to put it up here as well, since it's small

here it is

Hoping.

Watching.

Waiting.

Where did you go?
I miss you more than you know, more than the number of breaths in a lifetime, more than the number of tears shed by all of humanity,

My love, come back to me, back to where you are loved,
Back to you’re home, back to where you and I can stay together forever.

Why did you go my darling, and why did you leave so?

Why was you’re departure so sudden that our hearts didn’t realize that their beats were out of sync until it was too late?

I miss you, my darling.

Come back to me, where you are loved, where our hearts can beat together forever.

okay, so it was a bad idea

2004-01-09T04:09:28Z

Okay, i'm not going to post the rest of my story here... go to my website or my Deviant Art account...
That's basically all for now.
And I did add to my story ^^ I completed a whole chapter ^^ yay. go to my website or my DA account[link to that will be on my website] to read the rest. enjoy ^^

I'll be gone for a bit...

2004-01-07T00:11:54Z

I'm going to be gone for a little while, or post only when I'm at school... or on my parent's comp. This is because we only have on DSL filter and we were using it on mine but now the crashed comp in my parent's room is fixed, so they want it back in there.
We're trying to connect mine to the filter on the other comp, so that's obviously going to take some time...
BTW I obviously will be having time to work on my story, so next time I log back in, I'll add some new stuff to it, hopefully ;3
BTW AGAIN E-MAIL ME your thought's on my story! I need input so I feel like I'm not wasting my time! Everyone else I've shown it to liked it.

BTW for the LAST time
THE STORY AIN'T FINISHED. So whatever you're assuming is WRONG. It's only chloroform... he's not like going to rape her or anything... She'll be fine and it'll all work out, I promise. I KNOW cause I'M WRITING IT! ;3 So PLEASE don't assume anything from what I've got so far.

Seeyas people ^^

At school... Fwee...

2004-01-06T18:06:41Z

Hello ppl i be at school and whatever... bleh.

That's it.

WTF on my website

2004-01-06T03:11:49Z

Well, I tried to load some decent Trigun music to my website, instead of the cruddy MIDI i have up there now, but it didnt work -.-; Mabye it could have something to do with it being an MP3... oh well. I also added a section to it for the story you see in here... There's a link to my website at the top, FYI.
That's it for now.. Gotta go to sleep for school tomorrow.

Me writing look mommy!

2004-01-06T00:36:00Z

Yeah, like the sub says, I'm writing a story. It's not finished yet, though. oh well... Here's what I've got so far. Enjoy ^^

It was a warm summer night. A thick fog had just settled in the area, and Marilynn was in her car. She sat there for a while, head on the steering wheel, taking in all that had just happened.
“Okay”, she thought to herself “what am I going to do now? I just had a near-miss with some wacko, but I don’t need to worry about that because he looks like he’s gone. And my car’s engine is shot. Great”
She groaned as she pushed herself to a sitting position, rubbing her forehead. She then pulled down the mirror, and started fixing her hair needlessly, though “It is a little messy, so why the heck not?”
She sat back and looked out the windshield, watching the cars pass by for a little while. Instinctively, she kept looking in the rear-view mirror, in case the wacko should return. She sighed, checked the road for any cars, and then pulled the door handle. She stuck just her head out, making sure there weren’t any cars. She grabbed her jacket, her purse, and stepped out of her blue Festiva, and quickly trotted around the front of her car to the adjacent sidewalk.
*****

The figure sat in his car silently. He turned off his lights long ago, to avoid being seen by her. He reached into the pocket of his black coveralls; a simple, one-piece zip-up suit, and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He lit it and took a long drag on it, contemplating what he would do, whether he should get out of the car now, or wait until she got out.
“I should probably wait until she gets out”, he thought to himself “she’s likely checking her mirrors.”
He took another long drag, when he suddenly saw movement through the thick fog.
“Huh, looks like she’s getting out” he said to himself, grinning tersely.
“Oh Aslyn… you drove me to this, you know” he said, frowning. “In my heart I really don’t want to do this. Shame my mind thinks otherwise” He finished off his cigarette, placed it in the tray, and took a deep breath. She was going around the front of her car now, so he pulled on his ski mask and soaked a soft cloth with chloroform. After all,
“I wouldn’t want to hurt her that much. Just enough so that I can get back at her.”
He slowly and carefully pulled on the door handle, eased it open and checked the road. Sure that there weren’t any cars, he got out and crouched his way around the back of his black and white Cerrano, to minimize his chances of being seen. He moved stealthily to the sidewalk, staying as close to the adjacent wall as possible, and started to follow “Aslyn”, who had started walking by now.
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Marilynn leaned against the right side of her blue Festiva for a moment, still thinking about what to do. She decided she should find a phone, or a gas station, or something, as soon as possible.
“I’d better hurry on, this thick fog is starting to creep me out” she said to herself, shuddering at the thought of someone sneaking up and attacking her. She stood up and started walking down the sidewalk, putting on her jacket at the same time, and her purse over her right shoulder. The street light illuminated her and everything under it in and orange-ish glow. She turned to look at her car, and thought to herself “Why do they need to be that color? Can’t they just use white bulbs?” Her Festiva, which was under the light, was turned into an ugly yellowish color that she didn’t like at all. She tossed her black hair, which fell down to her shoulders, and continued walking
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The figure crept along the wall next to the sidewalk, trying to keep out of the street light, and followed her, going over how he would gag her with the chloroform rag, in his head. He had planned all this days before, but now he was a little jittery; he’d never done anything like this before.
“Oh well, Rick. Get over it”, he muttered to himself “You have to do this; she had no right going off to sleep with Thomas…” He growled softly, that thought spurring him on to carry out the task at hand. He crept slowly along, not more than 10 meters away from her, though since it was foggy, and the next streetlight was a little ways off, she would hardly notice him…
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